I GOT A JOBBBBBB! also i got a job :( lol. im happy and sad about it. enjoying my last week by planning youtube videos i want to finally get out and planning last minute doctors appointments. BORING! I KNOW! i want to film my animal crossing island as i have 1,100 hours in it. i've been playing for so long and im finally almost finshed. I just hate that i have acne all over my face right now so im trying to go to a doctor ASAP lol. planning to make an appointment for friday with a new derm. i sometimes hate being a woman who suffers from mental illnesses because i struggle a lot with getting approved for other meds. i want to get on accutane SOOO bad, but my derm of three years keeps rejecting it. i keep going every three months to keep getting rejected.... my derm claims since it causes birth defects she doesn't want to put me on it, but like i dont even know if im having kids fr. im 24 and still feel like a girl running from teen pregnancy. i've been watching a lot of movies lately, one movie a night! i watch (500) days of summer, edward scissorhands, scott pilgrim vs the world, girl interrupted, la la land, and a rewatch of the fault in our stars ( A CLASSIC if you ask me!!! I'm still working on the other links and should have them updated soon! i'm so focused on trying to get into grad school as it's been so hard for me lol... been trying to go back to school for a while and getting a lot of rejection HURTS. i love learning and school and the break was neccessary as i was SO burnt out. i'm excited to experience new things in life and to create a life where i dont and can create when i want too! sign my guestbook if you read this lol and also if you you wanna see my reviews on my movies my letterboxd is below!!!
07.28.2025: i recently just started honey and clover, i've been looking for animes that give me that NANA, paradie kiss, and princess jellyfish kick! since juyly is coming to an end, i've been struggling to complete my tbr's a little, but im excited to have finally finished "The Fire Next Time" by James Baldwin! it was soooo good, and it really touched on religion in that era! i'm currently funemployed right now and i've honestly been feeling like giving up and taking anything lol. i was trying to be a bit stingy with myself, but getting a job rn is really hard lol. i did a lot this summer in the house though, that i really enjoyed. i didn't go to the beach or get in the water, which i actually plan to do once a job sends me an offer letter, its just a bit weird to do things when i'm going to probably be broke if i dont get a job soon..... im so happy to finally fix this website up and im so happy to mess around with html more and css, i have a kofi with my font too if you really like it. i tried to make the font be my literal handwriting so i can just have all my media here! i also got this template to help me with this page from HERE i'm going to add more things in the other tabs later, i'm so excited to show everything! i'm planning on getting a portable cd player and renting a cd each week of something fun. i seen old pilates and yoga workouts on there i actually wanna get and play lol. i hope you all enjoy what i show and everything is cute!!! i have no friends and signing my guestbook makes me feel like i have them so sign if you like <3
07/26/2025: i'm currently making my first website and guys i'm struggling SO bad, but this is honestly SO fun, i think that i need to express myself in a way that is a personal project. today i had made strawberry jam matcha and it was so amazing i love it so much. i can't wait to express myself more on here and maybe make friends along the way!
07/25/2025: i love experimenting with html so much!